This post was there in stand-by as a pending subject. One thing is for sure, it’s already October, time to dust off here (-’_’-)
I confess that I’m still sighing for September, there’s no way to be different, it was the month of my birthday 🥳 and it’s one of the most beloved dates for me! It was almost everything perfect – I say “almost” because some things didn’t go as planned, it’s not always everything as I want and honestly I’m not here to complain about life but to say that it was a special month!
Believe me if you want! I spent days organizing, thinking about everything I would do, where I would go, what I would eat, the flavour of the cake I would have and on the day I simply slept 😱 my luck was that I had not arranged anything with anyone, I wanted a special day, only me and my son and despite the excessive sleep the day was special, the next day I gathered my family and we had a funny time. since that day we acquired a new motto: “if you slept it’s because you needed it!” a brand new “excuse” was born for the naps in the middle of the day! lol!!
Do you know what I noticed?
_ it’s becoming routine my participation in the celebrations in the family, I’ve never been very present and this is a bad habit that I’m trying (like every effort in the world) to change, day by day I’m readapting.
_ I’m allowing myself to do things I really want to do, I’m in a moment of self-spice 🥰
_ I drastically reduced my exposure on the internet and this is something that at the same time that frees me/distends me, I love taking photos, recording moments and sharing nonsense. Sometimes I don’t feel like an interesting person and maybe this is the reason, I don’t know exactly, but I’m respecting and waiting “peacefully” for this moment of mine
_ on the other hand, I’m playing a lot (you really do!) And I am very pleased about that! It’s good to have something to distract, the only problem is that I end up leaving other things undo, such as my Japanese and the organization of my things.
_ I am much more selective and safe of my decisions, playing has reminded me of this, for example: if I want to be stronger I need to dedicate myself to this and I can’t even settle for low and/or limited resources and in real life thinking like this has helped me a lot especially in not giving in to other people’s dramas or even to my own! Guys, I’m a very understanding person, but I don’t abuse my good will!!
With a healthy mind and a heart free of impossible loves (aha! Did you see how I also have my dramas?), the days are lighter, I’m taking care of myself more than the others, after all I’m also important and self-care is not synonymous with selfishness, right?
I hope everything is going well for you too, feel free and tell me, okay!?!
See ya! \（^○^）人（^○^）/