˗ˏˋ about quarantine ˎˊ˗

June 11th 2020 • Blog, Motherhood

could justify my disappearance with obvious reasons, but the truth is that this time they were not to blame – how many months do I not come here? I practically lost count.

I had to stop.
I had to breathe.
I needed an auto analysis.
I had to go out of automatic mode.

I thought countless times about disabling some decisions, the blog and even everything that makes me happy …

in a few moments I thought of a “quarantine diary” to try to alleviate this nameless feeling, but what could write? about how many things were losing their value and that I was no longer in the mood for absolutely nothing? in how I was not effectively productive? or how tired I am of people? – somewhat complicated to write about certain things, because it is a combo of feelings.

I confess that I am quarantined since January, working daily with information that is not transmitted on television is exhausting and if you are not mature enough to separate things and make yourself deaf/blind with opinions that do not seek to learn, go crazy is just the tip of the iceberg.

I am a few months without seeing my family physically, many birthdays were celebrated with video calls, but the most important thing is that my son was always around, especially in confusing moments. he hugged me when I cried for no apparent reason, brought me joy when I was sad, put smiles on my face when nothing else was funny and helped me speak when I could not turn into phrases the strangest feelings, so I, so good with words.

honestly, I’m very grateful ˆ3ˆ

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    On Thursday, June 11th 2020 Claudine said:

    Hey Viectoria! I’m sorry to hear that you’ve been struggling. I honestly don’t have any words to say because I can only imagine what you’re going through, but I’m glad that you’re finding happiness and sanity through your son’s presence 🙂 He must be a very sweet son judging from the way he’s able to make you feel better just by being with you. What a blessing 🙂

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      On Thursday, June 11th 2020 Viectoria said:

      Oie Claudine ˆˆ

      Just the fact that you got your message already makes an incredible difference in my day, I’m so grateful for that.

      Yes, my son has an amazing soul, but I’m too suspicious to talk about it 😀 but it helps me a lot in these oscillations, especially nowadays.

      I hope you (your family and friends) are doing super well and very healthy ˆˆ thank you very much for your message.

      Pls, be safe!

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